Monday, 21 November 2011

"Is it so different now, or is it just the way I feel?"

I've started reading this.
Hopefully this will lead to me never writing another blog post like the last one ever again.
Basically, something is wrong and I need to sort it out, so I'm trying.
My meltdown was pretty public, so I figure I may as well make the attempted recovery public too.

P.S. If anyone is wondering "Why doesn't Axl just get some therapy?" I have seen three councillors in my life. The first tried to blame everything on my parents getting divorced when I was five years old, which is bullshit. The second seemed normal until he started going on about how "Traumas that happen to us when we're in the womb can have an effect on us much later on in our lives," which, I'm sorry, is just a bunch of total arse. The third actually did help for a few weeks, but it got to the point where we were just saying the same things over and over again and it wasn't actually helping because nothing was moving forward.
That's why I'm reading this book rather than go to more councelling. Don't get me wrong, I appreciate that it works for some people, but it just doesn't for me.


Mark Wilden said...

Hope it helps; people who care about you will understand, and who cares what the rest think?

Mr Axl said...

Thank you, dude.